♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ;; 8:55 PM

Managed to finish Rolling Love( 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭!)today after 2 wks.
Average show i guess.

Was rather moody in the afternn
Didnt feel like talking. Sry for the not-in-the-mood tone.

Sometimes, life sux.
I dunno how i feel, I dunno what i really want, I dunno how to express.
Man, this sux big time.

Sometimes, i really hope that my patience is not so high.
At least, i can express how i really feel.
But now, i dunno what im doing.

Sometimes, i really hope that i can face facts easily.
At least, i wont get tortured and get moody about it for a long time.
At least, i can get over it easily.

Sometimes, i really feel like MIA-ing, like now.
I dunno why im feeling this seriously. Dun ask me why.
Like switch off phone for 2-3 days, Appear offline for 2-3 days, Going out on my own for 2-3 days, Stoning at home for 2-3 days without contact.
Weird right? i tink so too.

Feel like having a private blog suddenly. Kinda emo huh. lol.

Sick of it.

Sry Cazanne for nt being able to go gym today. Still sick ya. Meet up soon! =)

♥ ;; 1:25 AM

♥ ;; 12:53 AM

SOOOOO....
Singapore Grand Prix is finally over.
3 days of work during this holiday is over too.

Met alot alot of funny people, nice people, weird people, bitchS and more.
Can say tat i kind of enjoyed myself, not during work, bt when i slack and watch f1 for tat lil while.
Leg was like... super,extremely suannnnnn, i tink i stepped on billions of lemons.
Was amazed at how fast it went.. and the distance between each other were soooo close.

So, i managed to catch the last few buses on both Sat and Sun.
I dun want to pay more $$, which i dun tink its worth it for the fact that im earning only $180.

Overall, working at f1 is a good experience. If i have the chance, i would work again for it.
And, i read the online yahoo news and saw that Singapore Grand Prix actually got MANY MANY MANY good comments from the racers and more.
I guess i feel really enlightened. At least the effort did not go to waste for Singapore.
Even if the good comments isnt for Ticketing or Ushers, at least the Organisers really deserve the credits.
BUTTTT, better food plz? hahaha

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BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR JINGZHE AND HELENA!!

Initial Plan : Ice skating at Jurong
Result: Fail
( it closes at 5.15 today. not worth it to pay so much and play a lil while)

Last min Plan : Bowling
Result: Fail Fail
( first, the place at jurong for bowling is like.. i dunno where)
(sec, the KLP bowling alleys are booked by i-dunno-which-freaking company.)

We reached Jurong.
Had food at Kobayashi? and... i felt very uncomfortable eating food which is suppose to be hot but its cold. Totally turned me off..
Headed for Ice skating bt the skating centre actually closed at 5.15. zzz.

Went to IMM instead. had break at Coffee Club.
Sing birthday songS, Open presents
Trying each other's cake and giving comments for each cake(nice!)

Headed to find the bowling place where jing's cousin said it was. and... we couldnt find it.
Sighs.

End up, we went to Kallang Leisure Park for bowling.
In the end, the freaking bowling alleys were booked by i dunno which company.
Tat time, i really wanna flare oradi. Super super super pekchek and my nose and throat arent any beta.

Went for arcade. I played Rockfever to vent it out.
I tink the rockfever over there is the only one that did not change the version and so i was able to play the songs that i played and was damnnn song.
Oh, and helena caught a stitch! hahas.

Headed to Subway for dinner, then to Starbucks to slack.
What im glad about is that, even though things didnt go smoothly for the birthday king and queen, we managed to pull through and have a nice ending at the end.
Slacking at starbucks have oways and will oways be fun.
And the topics for today really is ?!?!/! !#_)*!_!)@* ! hahas. bt its fun.

Anyway, Ice skating and Kbox when im back kays!

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BELATED TO JINGZHE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELENAAAAA!! =)))
hope that u guys enjoyed ur day! =))

And yes, i dunno why, everytime in the midst of work or after i work, i will be sick.
Does that mean that i shld not work and be a taitai? hahahaha.

♥ Saturday, September 27, 2008 ;; 12:55 PM

NEEDLE'S COMING HOME TODAYYYYY!
I miss her like maddddddd!
Sry needle, wont be going to the airport today to fetch u.
Meet up soon okay! =) loveyou!

Ytd was the first day of work at f1.
Met alot alot of nice people. as well as weird people. haha.
Some guys are really HOTTTT. hahaha.

Took a taxi back in the end from pasir ris. and it freaking cost me $7.20!
How i wish i can stay near to the mrt man. zzz.
The mrt was damn empty, it was damn shoik! haha.
I thot it will be actually very packed.. no idea why it was sooo empty. hahas.

Today's gonna be another rnd of torture to my ears and my leggs.

And people! if you need to contact me, jus msg me ya. can use hp one! haha

♥ Friday, September 26, 2008 ;; 12:49 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, ASSSSSOMEEEE JINGZHE!
i was the first for both msn and sms! LOL. solid bo?!

okay. jus a random post be4 going to sleep.
GDNITE EVERYONE!

♥ Thursday, September 25, 2008 ;; 11:36 PM

CATCHING UP SESSION!

After sooooo long, i finally met Cazanne.
Went to plaza sing to get our tickets for the movie ( Mamma Miaaaaaa)
Walked arnd, Ice cream at mac, chit chat session.

Movie was alright lar. Quite nice i thot. rather funny.
The songs sang in the movie was damn nice i thot.
Alot of memories flashback.
Songs like Dancing Queen reminded me of my Pri Sch performance, dancing this song on the stage. OMG!

After movie, walked arnd. and went to Peninsula
Bot our jackets and headed for dinner at KFC.
Chit chat until 10 plus be4 heading home.

Had alot of catching up today. Super nice
Nv ending talks yo!
Will have to meet up....... after my genting trip.
Both our schedule clashes like MAD.

And cheer up alot mimi! u have us, u have me! =))

F1 is tmr. not really excited bout it. bt actually tinking how isit gonna be like.
Saw gate 4 jus now. lol.. not that i want, bt i was kinda near to it.
Will MIA for 3 days.

♥ ;; 12:52 AM

IM A SUPER HAPPY GIRL TODAY!

I bot s.h.e album today and preorder jay chou's album. OMFG!
SUPER HAPPY PLZ! bt... im really super broke oradi cuz i spent a total of $47.80 on both the albums.

broke shang jia broke. LOL

So anyway, went for movie at cini ( Black swindler) with mich, ling, helena, ken and elsen.

Walked arnd fareast and managed to see show's shop. super empty leh! bt the salesgirl provided a very good service. *claps!*
Headed back for movie and elsen joined us.

The movie was damn boring in the beginning i yawnned and yawwwwnnnnneeedddd.
Nearing to the end was damn interesting though. I was awakened.
THE GUY IS DAMNNN SHUAIIIIIII ! *drools*. hahahaha.

Went to find Olivia for awhile! haha. and KL was there too!
Walked to heerens, then back to tamp to do some things.
Headed for dinner at the foodcourt. The stalls that i considered eating at all close down oradi. WTH.
After that mimi went home first and i headed to buy the albumS!

So damn happy that i got S.H.E's album and preorder jay's album. wahahaha.
But so sway, both my idols release their albums at about the same time. IM DAMN BROKE!

Headed for usual slacking at tm starbucks.
Nv ending laughters and fun with them plz. hahas.
headed home at arnd 10 plus. =)

And im meeting cazanney tmr!!!!! omg omg! =))))))
hahas..

And my mum called me "san bat" for buying 2 albums. lol
I oso dunno wat's the meaning of it. Probably "siao cha bo" ?

I suddenly need alot of jobs now. Those 3-4 days de, if have, INTRO PLZZZZ!
Totally broke that i feel like *teh-ing* my mum for money. hahas.

♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ;; 11:01 PM

IM OFFICIALLY BROKE.

I spent my last $50 today and so.. i have used up this mth's allowance when there's a wk more to go.
TELL ME HOWWW???
Looks like i will have to start withdrawing from my bank acc oradi. deadd.

Fareast was not at all nice anymore. probably becuz i couldnt find anything there.
Gelare was GOOODD! ice cream is damn effective during hot weather cuz i was perspiring like nobody's business.
Bot a jacket at lucky plaza. bt im still looking for a plain black one. any idea where to get it?

Headed to bugis after that and ken came to meet me and ling.
walk arnd. and FINALLY bot my bermudas for f1. yucks. seriously damn long. =((
now i kinda regretted nt getting a smaller size cuz..i tink its too loose. shyt.
headed for dinner at the foodcourt, chatted and went back.

Went to bedok interchange to find more things. in the end we didnt get anything.
Took 17 back home.

Different kind of songs gave me different kinds of feelings.
The trip back home was kinda emo cuz i thot of quite abit of things.
I love taking long bus trips alone. It makes me think hard.

Mayb i shld try shopping alone nxt time too. haha.

♥ ;; 12:23 AM

Went out with 1a04 mates today!
Surprisingly, i was the third to reach! *claps claps*
Met up with the rest and went for lunch at yoshinoya

Headed to Bowling after that. I swear tat my first game will sux big time. totally true plz.
Walked to suntec, pei-ed beeyong wait for her 518, be4 walking arnd suntec.
Went for dinner at the foodcourt below suntec and headed home with andrius, tyson and kl after tat.

Mum's sick yo. 2 days of MC and im still running out for the nxt two days. super guilty. lol
TAKECAREE! i noe she wont read this.

and Ken's damn idiotic for saying tat my highest score didnt even meet his lowest score for bowling. LOL!! damn qian zhou.

Suddenly damn high, who is willing to be high with me???? hahaha.

♥ Sunday, September 21, 2008 ;; 10:55 PM

♥ ;; 8:44 PM

Weather has not been good this few days.
More and more people are getting sick, including me i guess.

Couldnt sleep well last night and almost couldnt wake up today.
Dragged myself to meet ling on the mrt be4 heading to cityhall to meet the rest.
I missed you farhanah! =)

And so, briefing was rather boring. Most of us were half-dead.
Queueing for the shirts,tag and card was worst.
the WORST thing is when they printed my name wrongly on my identification tag! =(
Samantha Tan Wan Yi, since when i have this name lar?! LOL.

The walk was even worse plz. walking to gate 4 5 and 6 is oradi a killer. man..
Our gate 6 there only got merlion and ERP. need gate one meh? grandstand oso dun have lo.
And was shocked that so many things are undone when F1 race is this coming friday. gosh.
by showing us the shortcut way, where gt use sia?! we cant even walk the shortcut way on the day itself lor.
Was kinda disappointed with their service. probably becuz its their first f1 event, tat's why everything is so disorganised.

Anyway, after everything's over, headed back to tamp with ling,farhanah and huiting.
Went for lunch with ling at cafecartel, chitchatted, walked arnd and headed home.
My first and last meal of the day. Thanks to the training.

Was super super super tired after everything and i slept in the bus. super unglam! =(
Gonna sleep early tonite and going full blast for nxt wk's events! =)

♥ Friday, September 19, 2008 ;; 3:58 PM

17 sept.

slept until 5 plus.
prepared and went to meet helena.
went to bedok 85 for dinner with helena ling ken and jing.
the stupid orh lua stall nt open. =((

was tinking to play bowling. so we took cab down to ehub.
thankfully, nt all lanes were occupied.
and I FINALLY PLAYED BOWLING! haha.

first round was like crap.. sec round was much beta. =)
alot of fun plz!!! hahas.

18sept
as usual, all were late.
played mahjong with ling helena ken and jing.
played frm about 3 to 9pm.
damn song damn song!

i won about $4.30. haha. nt alot. bt i happy can le.
cheonged for dinner at superdog with them after tat.
and played arcade again
we went to take NEOPRINTS.
my gosh. hahaha. neoprints at our age is funny plz. haha
bt so long nv take le, REALLY DAMN FUN! hahah



i really tink that its beta nt to step on my "tail". everyone has their limits.
my patience may be really good. bt once its suppose to let go, sry ar. good luck to you.
my tone wont be nice, trust me. i spoke at my worst tone, which i nv have thot i will.

♥ ;; 3:58 PM

it was the first 1a04 chalet held on 15-17 of sept.

First day.
met ht and yp earlier to decorate the birthday board for chelsia.
went to meet chelsia for Kbox at Ehub.
singing was definitely good!! very long nv sing le.
had a free extension up to 3pm. and there's a free birthday cake for her.=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSIA! =)

went to ntuc to buy some stuffs be4 checking in.
had a mini rest and then went for bbq.
bbq was damn good! =))
the stingray. wowness.

stopped the bbq and went to bathe after tat.
we totally 4got about the birthday celebration. omg.
so it was late by a lil. we bought another cake for her. haha.

after tat we went for midnite fishing. andrius's cousin joined us too.
was chit chatting, singing and nua-ing there while the others fished.
tyson caught a 7kg baby kuning and was damn scared tat it will die. LOL. the scene was damn funny cuz it was huiting who helped to release the fish. wa lao!!

went to mac to slack while waiting for the key.
went back and slept till about 9 plus.

Second day.
played old maid with the rest until about 12.
went to buy my havanas slippers be4 heading for the mac lunch.
initially wanted to play bowling. bt the polytechnic forum booked it until 5.30.
so we headed back to watch the movie tat huiting brought.

so.. it was quite boring. so alex and kl went to rent some horror movies while the rest of us fell asleep. haha
so we watched Alone, One missed call and Shutter.
i tink Alone is the most scary movie out of the 3. there were a few shocking scenes here and there.

headed for dinner at superdog after tat.
then go back room to play old maid. lol.i tink old maid very fun leh. haha.

at about 10, the rest headed home. then its left with me and chelsia. ?!?!!!
we bathed.. packed the room.. and CAMWHORE! haha.
super fun cuz i had super nice hair after bathing. haha
huiting and binghui came at about 11 plus.
then we watched, played UNO stacko. UNO stacko super fun plz! believe it anot, this was the first time i played it. haaha. its damn fun damn fun, although im oways the one who make the whole stack fall. haha.

we went to 7-11 to buy some food, then rented Dan in real life and Sky of love to watch.
fell asleep at about 4 plus i tink.

Third day.
checked out at about 10 plus.
headed to buy mee sua with chelsia be4 heading home.

this marked the end of our first 1a04 chalet.

♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ;; 5:40 PM

SO NOW IT BECAME OUR FAULT?
*speechless

♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008 ;; 6:43 PM

This really explains why i was having mood swings this few days.

I really should not have drank coffee ytd.
shyt it.

HOW TO TA HAN IN CHALET??!?!?!

the pain's killing me badly.

damn pekchek now. why so sway one.

♥ ;; 1:14 AM

i really shld not have drank coffee jus now. now both my hands shivering like mad. =((. scare scare.
i tink im suffering from insomia.
even when im so freaking tired ytd nite, i still couldnt sleep well.

and i had to wake up early to take 88 to amk hub.
i dyed my hair and cut my fringe! hahas.
was waiting for mummy and my eyes were super duper suan.

walked arnd amk hub, had a early dinner and took 88 back to meet kakis at ehub for slacking.
coffeebean,arcade,coffeebean.
played cards at coffeebean and it was damn fun!
especially daidi. xP
left there at 12 plus.

no pictures when my hair is so straight today. =(

nites.

♥ Friday, September 12, 2008 ;; 8:48 PM

YAWWWWNNNNNS

♥ Thursday, September 11, 2008 ;; 8:42 PM

Kendrick daddy said that if mahjong session is held at the person's house, the person will most likely lose the most.
hard to believe but T-R-U-E.

so, quiteeee obvious, i lost the most today. $6. like tat say like not alot.. bt when u play a 10cents per tai, losing $6 is alot. LOL.
i really dunno how i lose one lor.. i tink i won less than 5 games. LOL. sway or wat.

i tink i have nv lost so much in a 10cents/tai game be4. no luck, seriously.

helena didnt come today cuz of work. so its me,mich,ling,ken and jing polluting my room with non-stop screaming and singing. SUPER FUN! hahaha.

although i lost, i tink i really enjoyed myself today. =)) wo shu de xing fu kou fu. =))
more mahjong sessions plz?? at least let me earn back my $6. hahahaha.

wear red underwear, flip ur underwear. got work mehhh?
i wear red shorts today but i didnt win leh.
BLUFF PPL ONE LARRRR. hahahahahah

i tink i shld start training myself at viwawa oradi.

so tmr.. i tink i gonna stay at home again. wah si bei sian. this wk whole wk stay at home sia. wth.
wanna find job bt mummy oways 4get to bring newspaper back for me.
anyone gt job intro leh plzzzzz.

i wanna sing K alot lehhh.

msn gt problem izit??? so irritating

<3 kakis, 1a04 clique. =))

♥ ;; 12:36 AM

♥ ;; 12:25 AM

completed 命中注定我愛你 within 4 days! yes saaaa! hahaha
DAMN NICE DAMN NICE. 4/5 STARS!
so.. as stated jus above, tat was wat i haben been doing at home, watching this show.
afternn to midnite all watching this show.
this goes to show tat i have been staying at home and rot for quite a period of time oradi.

so where's my job? okay tmr will find. LOL

went for facial on sun. had a realli realli good sleep there. super relaxing after bearing with the pain. after tat shopped with mummy and auntie judy be4 heading for dinner at ichiban.

nth much to blog about. feel quite sian leh..
dunno wat to do oradi. shld i head on to the nxt taiwan drama? hahaha
games? korean drama? wah... hahas

im really looking 4ward to mahjong sessions with kakis tmr, 1a04 chalet on 15 16 and 17, f1 ticketing inspector and GENTING!! =)))
nv ending fun. oh yes. and. k boxing on 15 too! =))))))))

i suddenly want orhlua, ba chor mee, carrot cake, mee suaaaaa.
anyone wanna go eat with me?? bedok 85, ehub?? hahas.

♥ Saturday, September 06, 2008 ;; 7:48 PM

Having to use post this using my lappy is great.
my cousin came over to help me fix.
although i cant use the wireless cuz of the password, there's another wire tat is attached to my lappy. so im still using my own internet.

this lappy is super super super empty. all my music are gone. and i found a few pictures at my external harddisk. at least i didnt lose alot. so now i need people to send me songs yo! much thanks.

so, ytd nite i went to meet mich and helena at the bus stop to take 53 down to t1.met ling.
met zhen and her family at t3. and we chat there abit.. then went up to send her parents off to aus. enjoy ur trip auntie and uncle!

so after tat her sis and friends went off and we went to somewhere near the skytrain and waited for jing and ken. was camwhoring like mad while waiting and it was damn damn damn fun
helena's DSLR damn nice plz!! so fun so nice!! took alot alot of pics.

ken came.. and we headed to t2.
took pictures be4 going to mac.
slacked there. started by playing uno. then monopoly. lols
i tink we quite noisy there ar.. and there were alot of ppl studying.

the night was damn fun, probably becuz of the camwhoring part. lol
was using the DSLR to random-ly take pictures. damn fun damn fun.

due to long hrs of sleep the night be4, i was damn energtic. so i was damn dman high.
we slacked at mac until about 5am when we headed to yakun for breakfast.
i tink the coffee made me awake. then i was damn high again. hahaa.

headed to t1's gallery. continue to camwhore and met chiwai there.
about 7 plus. went down. and zhen checked in. send her in and.. bon voyage my needle!
enjoy ur trip! and rmb my LV! LOL.

all of us headed home after tat.

man.. it has been soo long since i had soo much fun tonning outside with kakis.
actions were damn funny. camwhoring was damn fun. and had fun chatting with them alot alot
i love you guys lar! =))))
and airport isnt as cold as i thot. zzz.
hai nan dao yo?

im wishing too much. if only i can turn back time, i would still wish that things are jus fine.

♥ Friday, September 05, 2008 ;; 8:58 PM

i feel like a pig today.
play com, eat lunch, watch vcd/tv, sleep, eat, play com.
im like lazing arnd at home.

laptop's back at home already. thanks mum!
bt net cannot be surfed yet. and.. all my files are gone.
so ppl, send me pics send me songs!!
im like starting all over again.

jus a moment ago, my mum told me tat her colleague wants to buy our laptop.
i was soo excited tat i say buy lor buy lor. then can go buy new one! lol
bt i dun tink mum's agreeable to it. so sian.
this kinda lao ya pok laptop she oso want.
i really hope she will agree to sell to her. so tat i can get new laptop...

oh btw, my acer ppl say its becuz my lappy kena virus. i really wonder when there's virus cuz i have been doing scanning daily.. and jus the morning be4 it crash, it was fine..

i dun tink i can ever be friends with electrical stuffs.. once its with me, sooner or later will spoil.

oh yes. ytd i went to watch boys over flower with mimi, helena, cheyee and ling at ehub
goshh... domyoji and rui... SHUAI!!! *thumbs up* !
i tink they damn sweet.
so cute plz. =)))))

and went to bedok 85 to meet zhen and ken for dinner.
it has been such a long time since i went to eat at bedok 85.
i miss those times alot.
the food there. =))

okay. will be heading out ltr. cant wait for the fun!
wont be coming home tonite!!

♥ Wednesday, September 03, 2008 ;; 11:16 PM

so u tink u cute? yes sa! i tink i cute! LOL! no lar.

♥ ;; 10:45 PM

i have to make use of my 2hrs before my com shuts down automatically.
dun ask me why, bt my computer shuts down every 2hrs or less than tat.
so when my laptop crash, i tink i only have.. less than 4hrs with the computer cuz when it shuts down after 2hrs, i will ahve to wait for about.. 7hrs or so be4 i can use for another 2 more hours.
weird but true.

so today met olivia, huiting, alex and tyson for the job thingy at chinatown.
end up we sort of "quit". lol. mayb becuz of me lo..hahaha.
went to find photo shop and went to tanjong pagar to meet lingle and kongliang.
f1 job was successful. hahas. so the 7 of us will be the ticketing inspector cuz no more ushering liao. haiyerr.. and jus nice left 7 positions for us. heng ar! lol

so after tat.. nua awhile at the mrt.. then me and ling went back first.
was tinking of eating out.
so went to tm cafe cartel to eat. like wth right. sick liao still eat restaurant..
hahas. nvm larr. lol.. had a long chat there until 8 plus.. walked arnd and went home after tat.

i really hope i can plan my time well for all of u. =))

WHO GOT JOB LOBANG, INTRO INTRO PLZZZZ! =))))

♥ ;; 11:26 AM

how sway can i get?

morning wake up, leg damn suan
watch movie halfway, headache.
recieved sms saying tat laptop crash.
reached home, tio fever.
now, going to sick liao.

so super super super sian.

movie ytd was quite scary.. the sound effects were quite strong.
and i bot my derrick album! =))
something to be happy about for tat day.

IG workshop was on monday.
ice breaking games were boring as usual.
lunch was alright.
played the wat longest line thingy.
then went for mr and miss act cute.
i kena for my group, mr act cute. LOL
chelsia got for her group, mr act cute!
so the catwalk was quite fun lar. i tink i was too hyper, then no more image liao
whahaha. bt nvm. at least i had fun. =))
headed out for the zhong ji mi ma game again.
beginning is fun lar. then slowly... "iya.. let them splash lar, oradi wet liao"
i tink my group most sway, tio like 6-7 times. lol.
changed, debrief and went home. =))

yes sa!! wu ge ren got in!

went to COMEX it show on sunday.
crap.. so damn pack plz.
once i was walking towards the door, piles of flyers landed on my hands. wah seh.. they tink they cute ar.. open one pathway for us to walk in, then throw all the flyers to us. lol
bot a canon ixus 80 camera. =))
went to find chelsia at her samsung booth. and went for movie at marina square
12 lotus.. the movie was not very nice i thot. supposed to be touching but me and mummy didnt cry at all. hmm.
after tat.. walked a lil more. and had dinner at sakae sushi be4 heading home.

shopping with mich,zhen,ling and helena was great!
went to lucky plaza for pizza hut! damn nicee
headed to fareast for a lil walk.. and walked to heerens.
then back to bugis. for dinner at ajisen.
bot quite alot of things and spent a bomb.
me and mich spent the most i tink. gosh..
scary larr.. lol
had a lil sec sch chat at ajisen, and i missed it alot alot. =)

okay, going for the interview and f1 thingy ltr. cya!
and sry sry sry kakis! love u guys!

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Temasek Polytechnic
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Im emotional on one side, funny and crappy on the other side. I love to make people happy and also love being a listening ear. I hate to be alone, yet wants to be alone at times.

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