♥ Thursday, March 30, 2006 ;; 10:45 PM
la la la
hellos!!
haha
todae actualli very tired..
wanted to come home and rest.
end up went to helena's house to play mahjong!!!
wah..
it realli rocks lar ok
though my back is aching like shyt.haha
i won 9 games!!!haha
my tyconess
=))
lucky todae dun haf many homework
tmr dun haf tests..
haha..
jus nw i suddenly rmbed tat i haf my maths hw..haha
need to do 3 qns. i jus completed 2 and i was too lazy to go on le..hahas
nw things are getting beta.
nt much wars between us
she had apologized.
=))
smile on!!!
PEACE OUT EVERYONE!!!!
=))
oh yesh
my dearest nu'er finally got her blog
lol
haha
sumthing to be "wow" of.LOL
la la la
ok
tat's all for todae
=))
HAPPY HAPPY.
SHA LA LA LA
♥ Monday, March 27, 2006 ;; 10:39 PM
im seriously tired of everything lar
tired of studies
tired of tuitions
tired of problems
tired of stress
tired of tests
tired of control my temper
i jus wan to burst all of them out
on sumone tat who cares to listen
i jus wanna lie down..for the few hours and nt do anything
i may look normal and alrite..
bt dun judge its book by its cover
sumtimes i may jus use a cloth and cover myself as if im ok
continue to jump and laugh.
bt u nv noe
sumtimes..
jus as i reached home.
i will tink lots of things..
tat im tired of tinking
really.
sick of everything in life lar
life jus sux can.
and i jus dun freaking understand how come ppl can enjoy their life so much while i hate life so much
nt referring to anyone.
its jus those who is happily living
jus freak tat stupid tuition.
nt in the mood for it lar can
so alot of things needed to be explained a few times be4 i understand
cant the freaking maths be easier
and i bet i gonna flunk maths and geo class test tmr lar can
im like sick of studying lar
dunno if there are any gd ways to release all the problems i haf.. in reality..like punch or wateva lar..
iya..
stupid life stupid me lar
hais
HATE MY FREAKING LIFE
i wish to go back to the past
when i can go to sch wif fun and happiness
thinking tat sch is a place to make friends and play wif them besides studying
ya.i may be childish
bt i prefer it that way
rather than going to sch.tinking tat..there will be tests..arr!!so many tests this wk..!!!arrr..gonna die of stress
la la la
and so on lar
can life be simpler
wont it be beta?haiss
♥ Sunday, March 26, 2006 ;; 6:59 PM
there's somthing tat i have been tinking to post
bt somehow 4get
since todae i haf nth to post about..
well
i shall say this
"WHY THEY MUST MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED??"
yesh
about this
i must say tat we were nt making things complicated.
we jus wan things to calm down.be4 even make the nxt move
and even if we were
who started it first?
if u didnt do all those moves.
we would nt haf done tat lar ok..
quite disappointing.
perhaps it might be our fault in sum ways.bt nt all lar ok
IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP
realli.
=(
perhaps we shld nt haf met
its jus a small world
♥ Friday, March 24, 2006 ;; 8:13 PM
hais
back frm sch.
tired like holy shyt
yesh.and sth realli bad..
i had to use my violin together wif jollyn to play tat wat cross the wide misuri for choir..
godness
anna foo saboed me!!!!
arrr
i can go kill myself sia..
godness
so long nv touch violin
i bet my violin went out of tune le.haha
ltr gonna go try..i hope can sia
if nt..omgomg liao..haha
hais,wat to do arr..its like.. u one end..we one end
doesnt look nice..and i bet he noes bout it.jus tat he didnt cum and tok to us bout it oni..
hais..
siannn
end life beta lar
life sux lar ok.
♥ Wednesday, March 22, 2006 ;; 7:26 PM
HELLOS!!!
haha.
sth tat im very very happy about
i passed my 2.4km!!!!
lol
this time is especially happy.cuz i haf no doubt if i fail or pass mahs..
haha
realli is happy
ok..
tired lar ok
yeah.then after tat..stayed back to paint the classroom
we whitewash the front..
then nazirul and caline were doing the back
while the others..
i dunno wat they doing lar
heck them.then we go down..yz wanted to eat..then end up.oni left drinks..
so end up..we jus stayed there and tok tok tok tok wif fiona..
then.. saw my cousin there..and they were actualli the lit proj we did last yr
and they didnt did much when they are suppose to hand it up tmr!!!
wah..best sia..
so we stayed to help them...
then went up to collect our bags..then caline leave wif us oso..fiona went home
then we go help my cousin and his friends again
wah..they so slack sia..tinking tat they can relax and complete them in time
so we helped alot lar ok
so i told kevin tat..rmb to get 3 more ppl behind ur name..hahah
no lar.jkjk
anyway.hope they can pass this proj ba
haha
ok lar.nth much le
♥ Tuesday, March 21, 2006 ;; 8:37 PM
hais
nt being able to sleep for the 2 nites..
so sick of it
everytime im using the computer.i feel like slping
bt when i get to my bed.
im awake
wat the hell is wrong wif me
so i was like pissed todae so i kinda "scream" at my mum lar..in the morning..bt she was ok lar.consoling me in some ways
and started to ask bout whether i haf boyfriend.y my sms oways burst
i bet she was tinking tat i was smsing my boyfriend.
lol.so dots lor
i immediately said.no.i dun haf.
haha..
i wasnt realli in good mood todae lar
so beginning of the day.i started to write all my thoughts inside this paper..
ya..which i find it like.junk nw..
well..its jus how i feel bout life lor..
and inside contain sum of my own feelings lar.
i oso dunno wat happen to me
this is like the first time i did tat lar
bt soon after..
in the afternn..caline started to make me damn high.
i was like laughing throughout so i kinda 4get my idiot mood lar ok..
ya..sumthing like tat for todae
oh yesh
BYE BYE is a wrong word
realli
trust me.it is
just by saying tat and u will get scolded
realli!!!
believe or nt!!!must!!hahas
♥ Friday, March 17, 2006 ;; 1:44 PM
wat the hell is wrong wif my post or watsoeva
i jus cant change my skin
cuz they say haf wat achieve error
wat the hell
the skin is so freaking nice lor
nw i wanna change my skin oso cannot liao
ji dan gao...
hais..
sian lar
bo mood
ltr still going yz's house to do interview of her dad
hope everything will go well lor
y the hell are u ordering me?
didnt even ask for my opinion and straight away decide on things.
la la la lar..
dun force me ok.
ji dan
♥ Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ;; 8:43 PM
CAMP'S OVER!!!!!!!!
hahas
ok.im crazy alrites..
the camp was fun overall
i dun complain bout the games tat they gave us to play
however food is.. horrible lar ok
oni todae one is gd..haha
perhaps lar..cuz i dun like..erm.i shld sya.my stomach nt used to eat malay food?
so i was like suffering the last two days..
haha..todae's ccomradeship realli..wah
hiong.haha
i was protecting our so call BASE!hahas..
so cute..
ok.ppl came to destroy my BASE
wanting to protect it.my shoes were wet.my SOCKS!!!my shorts..sum ppl jus throw right under my leg..pain!!!!!
haha..and those small leaves jus stick to my leg when it was wet..tat's sucky
haha
anyway..its ok lar..as a team..we shld play!HAHA..
anyhow..camp's alrite
i like the teachers..
they rocks lar ok..hahah
miss liew!!so call yvonne?haha
she's friendly and she promised to bring us go out on friday?wif her friends as well.haha
tat so cute mr lee cuming as well.haha
tat bhb teacher..haha
cute lar he..hahah
mr lau is nice too.haha
camp's over.no more fun and laughter
bt my team is nice afterall lar.haha
hyper group!jupiter rocks!hahas
come on gogogo!!!haha
♥ Monday, March 13, 2006 ;; 10:37 PM
im dead tired ok.
camp.
erm.ok..nt tat bad afterall..
though i gt sickening wet
thx to hazi
he rocks man..
tat pearlharbour.he was jus behind me..then i haf to throw to him
he missed and he threw the leftover water at my back
three times ok!!!hhaa
real wet lar ok..
and i didnt changed
walked into aircon room in and out
realli hafing bad headache jus nw lar..haha
and TUITION
GOD-DAMN.I HATE GRAPHS OK
IM SURE CALINE WOULD DEFINITELY AGREE WIF ME.PERHAPS YZ TOO.HAHAS
its really bad bad BAD alrights.
my braincells are all gone
i need lots of rest
realli.i need
and tmr haf tat freaking camp.
though im sure tmr's presentation gonna be freaking funny lar ok..haha
i duno if i can ta han
bt i hope i can..hahas
nt gonna blog..cya!
♥ Sunday, March 12, 2006 ;; 10:13 PM
HELLOS HELLOS
back frm yz house.haha
haf alot of fun there
taught michelle how to ride bicycle
and most of the credits goes to me!!
cuz yz ended up sitting down there listening to my songs..
see
im so patient..so those who wan to learn how to ride..
COME TO ME!
i haf lots of patience.so dun worry tat i will burst at u.lol
cuz i normally goes arnd laughing when u fall.instead of being angry
haha
tat was wat happen when mic almost fall
though she didnt
and she managed to learn without falling
which i tinks tat..
she shld fall first be4 she realli noe how to cycle.haha
and we had this "cake" tat was prepared for her.haha
this one is secret.lol
i noe she thot we were oni teaching her how to cycle..instead of other things
muahaha
ok.then we watch SISTERS
haha.thrilling.exciting
ppl like me..dun like to watch ghost movie..i WATCHED IT!!!
haha
and caline was the one who were shouting instead of me ok!!!
hahah
claps claps
perhaps i did.bt wasnt as loud as caline lar..hahaha
and..i finally notice.and noe tat..my friends arnd me are so ZI LIAN ok.haha
yz wanted to take pictures be4 letting us leave?
when it was too dark
she took out the spotlight?
omggg
hahaha
hais
tmr i haf this leadership camp which im nt at all interested in and i dun find it a need as i still need to pay a fee of $5 cuz of this camp
hello.im forced to go.nt tat i wan to go.
i dun tink i deserved to pay tat $5 yeah.
hais.perhaps i do like u.
nt i dun tink so at times.
i haf no idea man.
hais.i suck at times too
♥ Saturday, March 11, 2006 ;; 9:53 PM
iyos
until nw still dunno whether going out tmr anot
hahas
so luan sia
haha
dunno when zhen can go anot
then jus nw call her..she bathing
haha
gonna call her again ltr
who ask her nt online..lol
hais
todae damn sian
stayed at home to play gb the whole day?hahahs
no lar.nt whole day..
okok lar..
few hours lor
tat's how i spent my day lor
haha
anyway..
i tink im starting to like adriano sia
he is so freaking cute ok..haha
like blur sotong like tat..hahas
watch the repeat todae mahs
godness
he sang it like..WAH!!!
so gd..
gonna like him soon..haha
♥ Friday, March 10, 2006 ;; 7:43 PM
back frm x-country
oh shyt..lol.
SUNBURN!!!
lol
my skin sucks lar
lol
nw so red..
bt its nt my fault
who ask the weather to be so hot
then suddenly rain..
lol
crapp
ok.our class oni gt 2 person who got into top 20
well well
hip hip hooray!!!
at least there's 2 person lar ok
bt cheers for them!!!
haha
they rock
they haf done us proud
haha
and..wat's the big deal if u came in..early??
and u dare to say ur 52 when helena is 51?come on larr..
excuse me.u werent right behind helena ok
the distance between u and helena.there were still ppl ok
ya.i noe helena ran wif u..bt then she cheong wat
ya.i noe.stamina improve.so wat.
no need to show off lar..excuse me..so hao lian lorr..
u tink everyone likes u now ar
bootlicking everyone.. u dun haf the right lar ok..
it will oni let ppl hate u ok..
especially us.
we are going to train and LOOK 4ward to the x-country nxt yr
just u wait ok.
dun hao lian larr
no one is able to stand hte haolian-ness of urs
and...
ya.its gd tat u haf..**** down
no need to tell everyone la ok..
LA LA LA.
NO ONE"S LISTENING
♥ Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ;; 7:29 PM
sian sian lehx..
well.its holiday soon
bt i dun feel it
out of 5 days..4 days haf to go sch
so sad sia
godness
alamak
so sickening
anyway.maths.58.5.c5
man.sad lehx
nv get htis kind of mark be4 lehx
omgomg.
hais
wat happen wat happen
is tests too hard or sth??hais
anyway..gonna cheong for maths nxt term lor
and eng.confirm fail
no need to guess.sure CORRECT
dunno y..even my cousin fail his eng and chinese.lol
and his eng teacher is oso my eng teacher
lol
our eng teacher too lan le..LOL
ok.our holiday hw are cuming up soon
and i haf gotten my maths oradi
la la la..teacher say there is about 25 qn..la la la
SURE DIE.lol
perhaps nt lar ok..
i shall nt make a conclusion.
♥ Monday, March 06, 2006 ;; 10:53 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZENGTING!
HAPPY 15!!!
haha
though i didnt wish u lar
dun haf chance to..
bt still a happy birthday!
haha
iya..friends friends
problems problems
jus chill man..
iya..things do happen
and ppl dun notice tat they are oso at fault lar..
bt then both party perhaps oso haf faults lar
oni tat one party thinks tat it might bt other side fault.and the other think tat is the other party fault
its jus a misunderstanding!soo chill!!
im oso partly in it lar
so sorry bout it
its jus a misunderstanding man
and for u
wat the fuck happen to u sia
ya.last yr u were abit like tat oradi
then this yr wat happen
cuz of this?!
cum on lar..new environment doesnt mean u haf to change to be wat proud or show off tat u haf gd things huh.
AND!
dun haf to show off to us tat u can do it
like we cant
hello. there are sum things tat u will nv understand ok
u nv noe how we feel when u stab us once and once again.
once it becum too long
we wun feel gd..feel like dying to kill u
tat u haf stabbed us so many times
even now.i cant communicate wif u
cuz all u will do is show off
i try to calm myself down
bt i no longer can
soon..if we dun get along.im sure u will go arnd telling ppl its our fault or sth lar
noe u how long le lor
excuse me.if u were to control urself bout showing off and saying tat wah..u can get out soon
show tat lor
u oso nt confirm rite
then like tat sya
like nv suan dao us sia
and so wat if i bot ex goods.
dun haf to say like ex goods no gd.and how am i suppose to noe if there is cheap goods..
if things get worse this few days or perhaps nxt term
dun blame us or even me
u started it
realli
i wun wan to do anithing
to do wif u
im going to control
bt if one day i burst
then SORRY
there are this sum things tat u will nv understand.ppl haf their own problems.meanwhile they haf to settle friends in sch..im one of the example.put urself in my shoes..understand y im so tired..i haf my own family problems.i haf friends problems.
♥ Sunday, March 05, 2006 ;; 12:15 PM
heys!!
im back to normal at last!!
though i still feel a little little tired
slept frm 7 plus ytd.woke up at 10 plus this morning..hahas
bout 15 hours of sleep
woosh!i rock..hahah
la la la..ok fine.
all homework nt done
and i dun even noe wat homework i haf..ltr gonna search for it..blur blur blur.
wat hw do we haf???hm...
gonna play first be4 doing hw.haha..cya!
♥ Saturday, March 04, 2006 ;; 7:08 PM
noe where i went?!
choir camp
haha
im back and im dead tired..
though i did slept for a few hours.bt im realli realli tired
lazy ppl like me needs 10 hours of sleep..haha
the choir camp was..alrite lar..
still ok lar..
the food was..ahem.ok..cooked by the canteen ppl i tink..
malay food..
so kinda nt used to it.bt.its fine..
played alot alot of games..
tiring.bt fun!!
ok.captains' ball do rocks at times..haha
though lost.bt bery happy..haha
cuz gt samuel!haha..cute little boy..
although he's small in size..he is very very active and can jump!!!haha..
and the commitee members lost to rasikin's group..god..rasikin is so tall!!!!
all the ball was blocked cuz of him.haha
meanwhile we were playing volleyball..which is sort of crap lar..cuz we wanna train our volleyball skills..lol..
and sum hits had to fly be4 we can catch it..lol..
oh yesh.be4 tat we had this.kinda treasure hunt game.bt nt reali like tat..haha.cuz we haf to move to stations and stations to do the things..haha
fun fun..alot of teambuilding needed.
bt we were bery bery tired..cuz had to run here and there..blah blah blah..very very tired..
bt in the middle there were sum things tat were confused up..
bt after tat everyone was ok lar..haha
no one is perfect rite!haha
ok lar..dun wanna post le..wanna play game..perhaps.haha
♥ Thursday, March 02, 2006 ;; 4:16 PM
hais
bad bad day todae sia...
eng test..
bad badly done..
hais..
i asked cher if i gonna fail my ca1..
she say..tink so
hais
so sad lor
cry like shyt lor
hais..
then after tat sit for physics test
thenf olo by chemistry test
shitty..
so many tests lor
so sian
fed up wif tests
wat is this..
bullshyts
test test test
fail them all man!!...
hais
i haf given up hope on u.
for studies as well..
i dunno if i shld give up..
its so freaking nt worth it.
if i give up..no more future..
hais
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