♥ Saturday, November 03, 2007 ;; 10:48 PM
shall start at 11 luh
been relaxing. kuakua
almost kill myself for relaxing so much
lollll
i still have no idea wat to realli study for ss.
i shall see wat i happy wif then i study wat luh.hahahah
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i reali understand how girls feel..
its jus feel like ur heart has been torn apart badly.
even though how much u misss the person.
i have experienced be4.
and i felt as though the feeling came back to me jus nw.
i tink i have placed myself into her shoes. and feel that.its realli very depressing.
the mixture of feelings that the person will have..
have to leave, yet dun bear to. bt dun wan to be upset again.
it doesnt feel good luh
as a sis/friend, i tink i can oni hear her cries.
crying may make her feel beta.
bt its jus a period of time. if things didnt go well,
it will be a long time. and crying may nt help anymore.
i rmbed how badly i cried. i could cry till i was numb.
till i couldnt breathe.
bt afterall, girls are the ones who suffered badly.
bt what can we do? we are girls.
i guess i could oni stand by her when she needs sumone.
cheer up alot jie.
smile again alrights.
i have no idea what is going on now oradi.
bt i hope everything will be fine.
=)
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