♥ Sunday, July 08, 2007 ;; 7:37 PM
hey...
it had been a busy wk for me
tmr will be a new busy wk
tests are up. 8 tests.
prep exam cuming
harry potter show cuming.
im busyyyy..
and i have nt realli started on revision.tat's a bad sign.
i realli realil have to start soonn
im actually nt in a very good mood.
bt i thot..its over.
i always thot i shld nt ask for more
i thot tat little would be enough.
i didnt noe u actually knew much more.
i nv knew u could actually do it.
bt u didnt, on me.
taking care of the girl, u knew.
u didnt do it.
i oways thot ur trying ur best.
sum bullshyt indeed.
u didnt and u didnt care.
go and be a love councillor or a psychologist huh.
initiated to meet up wif her, nt me.
tat obvious shows tat u didnt wanna see me.
wateva huh.
its nt her fault its nt my fault.its ur fault
nw if i see u oneday..i would wan to whack u oradi.
mayb cuz nw im upset and disappointed.
bt damn it.i so feel like whacking u
realli realli. i oways feel like seeing u on st sum day
bt i guess this few days beta nt.i would wanna smack u.
realli.i oways thot ur trying.. sum form of trying instead.
i thot loving u more would be good.
i guess im wrong.
damn.. why would i bother bout u in the first place.
u wouldnt care anyway.
im so fucking disappointed last night
i would cry even i listen to tat song.
i was jus controlling.
and u can so speak sooo much bt nt wif me.
i hope its cuz u changed. and nt cuz the person.
i will get fucking upset.
i wont be blogging often anyway.
goodbye
05december91
