♥ Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ;; 8:07 PM
todae is nt the day for me.
ytd night was nt a night for me.
i hope tmr will be a beta day.
i teared.i teared.
if cutting works, i may.
if eating works,i may.
if sleeping works,i may.
if i have to block,i may.
still,i still have to go on.
i still drew a smile on my face to school
wat a smile..wat a FAKE smile.
wat a way to say. wat a time to say.
tinking tat i have so much burden to hold on this wk.
yup. tat's it. wat a day.
gt my eng oral results ytd. 29/40.
nt realli very satisfied.bt anyhow,did my best.
had my chinese oral todae.
nt realli satisfied.bt shall see how much i get then.
tmr's chinese listening compre and choir syf.
silver, gold or cry.
bt i guess tmr might be the best day to cry EVERYTHING out.
i guess i had enough.
i need all luck for tmr's syf.
its rather scary.bt i hope we will do our best.
jiayou ba choir.
for once, lets be united and cheong.
shant online at all until i have completed wat i shall do.
so ppl. still try to tok to me in msn. i will appear offline.
if i didnt reply, means im realli nt online.
tat's the oni way to pause everything first.
i guess the oni thing i can do nw. one at a time.
its nt the time to settle this.
big HAIS.
im still gonna bring on a fake smile.
the oni way i can try to be happy.
wat a big cut.
wat a big stab.
wat a big fall.
05december91
