♥ Friday, October 13, 2006 ;; 2:52 PM
things jus arent going well for me
wat the hell....
for the first time in my life.. i felt tat exams are god-damn fucking stressing
its more stress than be4 or wateva.
its jus nt right lar.
i had to wake up early in the morning for 3 days jus to study.
WHICH. i nv does be4
i felt so helpless.
i felt so dumb.
i felt so useless.
i felt so stupid.
how can i ever make tat stupid mistake
17 marks gone. congrats, lihui.
and god-damn.y shld i break down.
lihui, its ur fault for nt looking
its nt the teacher's fault.
and y the hell was i so rude to him.
god-damn shyt.i guess i gotta apologise to him when i get back the paper nxt wk
sorry man teacher.
i know im in the wrong.sorry
i felt so happy the moment exams were over
bt...
things jus.pop out.and.. gd luck man.
4get about it
mayb i shld jus get over it
bt im jus purely stupid man
anyway.
went to cut hair jus tat with yz
nw i feel so light.
my head isnt tat heavy anymore
even the auntie say tat my hair alot arr
and she's cute.
yups.
i wanna go out nw
i wanna cheong man!!!!!!!!!
hais
once i fall, i wun noe how to stand again.
the more i hope.the more im disappointed.
i shld haf jus thot tat im lousy.yup.u are,lihui