♥ Monday, August 14, 2006 ;; 10:41 PM
im nt in any good mood
so fucking leave me alone.
i dun care i is pms or watsoever.
jus shut up and leave me alone
was kinda good mood.then bad mood..ya lar ya lar.pms lar..
fuck it
i thot i wouldnt haf to get into tat fucking mrs ong's remedial anymore
looks like..tat fucking results, drop me into tat remedial agian.
5/20 for class test.wha.. bestest sia.. great marks.i love it so freaking lot.my bestest score ever.WOW!
i thot i would be able to pass my eng ca2.
looks like im wrong
wif this kinda stupid marks.how to pass...
wif this kinda teacher liks mrs O**, mrs T**,F** R***,
oni gt 1 word to say
DEAD.
this fri still gonna haf another eng test.
i bet i gonna fail like deep shyt again lar
my eng nt strong can?!
cheebye..
set until like tat..threaten or wateva shyt.
even if u fucking say tat the test is to help us
i doubt u gonna help me either
ur fucking standard. for test are so fucking high tat it doesnt help me/others at all can
fail means fail lar.
even if ur standard remains the same
i oso will give u red mark one okie.
so ya..and stop staring and looking at my direction
ur nt supposed to do tat when u shld be concentrating on the whole class.
nt oni my this bunch of ppl.
this shows tat ur a bad bad teacher
so jus fuck off
see ur face,i oni wan to SLAP SLAP SLAP U.
so ya..fish off.
i wanna noe how to improve my eng.i dun wan to get into tat fucking remedial to see ur face for another 1 hr.see le oso wanna vomit.
shld i give up.hais
i feel like crying.yet cry bu chu.
i dun wan to lose to u.
yet i oso dun like ppl to hao lian tat they are so fucking great.
i wanna improve.bt wat can i do.
i seems so lost wif stupid teachers near me.
ppl are improving.and im walking backwards.
im freaking sad.. and angry wif myself.
i wish u were there for me.
i dun even noe wat im toking nw.i jus need u
wont u jus be online. at least i will be happier.
haisss.....
IM LOST.